"They tryna make me go to rehab, I won't go, no
And so I'm addicted, I'm Britney, Whitney, and Bobby
Betty Ford ain't ready for it, ain't nothin can stop me
O look he's collapsin, just look how he's rappin
Everytime I try to get out it pulls me back in
Amy should have rehab'd him,'stead she doubled his ration
Can you blame me for being a slave to my passion
My heron flows more deeper than marilyns nose I'ma o.d. till I'm in peace like Anna Nicole, hov!"
Thats Jay Z lyrics to Amy Winehouse "Rehab" rmx & it had me thinkin. I jus had to come clean & get this monkey off my back! Nvr discussed this issue wit anyone. Dont know if its cause im embarrass but we all face some type of embarrassment & shame @ some point of our lives.
It all started 1 chilly nite on Nov of 2005. My friends & i was laddy gaggin around the house bored to death. One of my friends happens to be the spark plug of the group. He can have fun no matter whats the circumstance & that nite we relied on him for some late nite xcitement. He gave us somethin that open my eyes & boy did i enjoyed it. We was like a kids in the candy store especially me. I wouldnt nvr tried it b4 but since all of us was there i didnt wanna seem like the party pooper. Yep, i tried it & LOVED IT! We LOVED IT!
So many ppl also tried it & they was havin so much fun. So many pretty girls was on it. I even bumped into some ppl around my way on it. This was truly a secret i was put on to. Did u think for 1 min that i was gonna stop? Hell no, my friends & i had a blast as the final days of 2005 was countin down.
My friends stopped for their own personal reasons. Not me, i wanted more. I wasnt gonna stop, i met to many strange, creepy, funny, & beautiful ppl that i became close friends wit. These new friends spent hrs doin the same thing i was doin & i spent many late late nights wit them. We shared stories, hardships & laughs! Fukc my other friends cause these ppl are the same as them & they love my company. My new friends introduced me to other ppl but slowly but surely they also became my friends also. This new thang calls me @ work, jus calls me in the evening time & i yearn her (i mean) it late nite. Especially late nite! We use to meet up in the afternoon from the nite b4... it only took 1 friend ask me "whats good" & i replied "nothin much, what are u gettin urself into?" Thats when the fun begins!
Wit these new friends, ive seen ppl from all over doin what we do & we felt like a big part of this meltin pot! Some of my other "friends" tried to get me help, i said... NO NO NO
They also tried gettin me to use the network sites such as Myspace, Facebook, Online Booty Call & Zengo.... but NO, IM ADDICTED TO Y!360 SO LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
My name is Stiffy Johnson & im a addict!
